Heal my heart and make it clean
Open up my eyes to the things unseen
Show me how to love like You Loved me
Break my heart for what breaks Yours
Everything I am for Your kingdom's cause
As I walk from earth into eternity

It is now 4.05am and it has been a very, very long while since I am still awake at this time of the day. Yeah, I know I said that I will update the blog with my diving trip entry, but it is not going to happen that way. I am sorry but I just do not have the feel to do so anymore. Anyway, I have uploaded an album of photos about my diving trip, anyone who is interested can proceed to my Facebook to check it out.

Just when you thought everything is going well, something always happen and turns the situation around. I know in order to improve, changes have to be made. Perhaps, it is time to get out of the comfort zone and really work hard.

I still and I will believe in You as I have faith that You have made a new way for me and You made it for my greater good. I love You.

I am currently suffering from blogger's block! Gonna 'get well' soon and update you guys on my diving trip!

It's been a while since my last entry. Well, I have been lazy to update this blog and I been busy with other things as well. Life has never been better, at least I feel that I am more connected to myself.

The feeling of going back to church again after so long is so good, and I love the way it is now. Anyway, I'm going away for a diving lesson soon and I am very looking forward to this. I need a getaway from my working life, lol.

Well, I pray that everything will turns out smoothly. And, I have been addicted to this particular song lately, Hillsong - This is our God. You guys should check that song out. :)

Sometimes I wonder, am I being too sensitive lately, or I am just plain being left out? I think I am living a very unhealthy lifestyle. I need to change the way, perhaps I need someone to change me.

Sometimes, I just want to stay away from everything, and everyone. Just sometimes.

Stop pissing me off when you know what you are doing is actually pissing me off. If you are those fellas who are enjoying themselves making fun of their friends and seeing their friends pissed off to gain excitement and to be happy, then I don't want to have such a pathetic friend.

If you are single it's not that your mojo isn't working - in fact you are as hot as ever. The problem for you right now is your career and social ambitions are getting in the way of romance. You may have to slow things down a bit if you want to give love a chance.

The statement listed above, is it really true? Well, I guess it is. I might really need to give love a chance, or I scared that I will never ever be able find it again.

And, just when you thought that you do not need the money, turns out that you actually need all the money the most ! FML seriously.

FTW also !

Hmm. I don't know what is happening but I can sense that something is changing. But the question is, it is changing for the good? Or, the bad?

A taste of Karma isn't what I wanted, but it happened. Oh well, I have no one to blame but myself. I'm working hard in controlling my emotions, but I am still being labeled as walking definition of 'emo'. =(

I think I have found a sign. As I have just said, I think I have, thus I am not sure yet. Let time assist me in identifying it. Lets pray that I am not wrong in this, at least not this time, since I have been wrong in many things for the past 24 years of my life. =(

Been super relaxing for the past few days. Sleep, eat, woke up, movie, sleep, eat, music, sleep, and the same routine for the next day. Somehow I am glad that I have been blessed with a body which will not turn fat no matter how much I eat. My friends have been telling me that I have 4 stomachs whenever I eat, but I myself don't feel that way, lol.

Better sleep and eat more while I still could, hehe. Speaking of sleep, I think I'd better go get some rest now. Before I sign off,

Happy birthday CK !